I have had many days within the last few months where I felt uncertain in the most painful way. Days where I felt I was wasting my time, days where I was motivated but felt stuck, days where everything seemed to be going downhill at 100 mph and I simply could not stop it. If I’m being honest though, I’ve had a lot of those days over the years. It’s especially difficult when I find myself constantly comparing myself to others around my age. Yes, I am doing more than some people but I am seeing all these people that are doing things that make this strange sort of jealousy come up from the pit of my stomach. I feel that I am simply not doing enough for my future career or for the world at large.
Poetic Intent 